Friday, September 5th, 2008
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10:56 pm - Does Love Actually Remain The Same??
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As i listen to this song I think really??? I dont think so. I think that you come across pretty amazing people on this road called life but i dont think that we ever achieve what ppl talk, write, or act about. In case you havent noticed im pretty anti love right now. Maybe im in this rut who knows maybe im creating so called drama in my life??
I think im in this place in life where i feel that significant changes need to be made. I need to start taking those steps to achieve all the goals i hoped to have by now. I need to stop depending on the undependable and just jump right in as my bbf would say.
ITS TIME!!
current mood: anxious
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Thursday, November 9th, 2006
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12:00 am - Ode to a kitty....
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Im so sad. My cat has crystals in his urine. I dont know what this means for him. We brought him to the vet but everything is unsure for now. I cant even begin to describe how I feel. It hurts so much. I feel bad and i dno. I cant even cry. Im just so sad and worried. You think that the people closest to you would be comforting in a situation like this but their not. I just dont get it. Maybe some sleep would help....
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Sunday, August 27th, 2006
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10:42 pm - Frusterations
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im leaving this public for a specific reason....
I thought this was appropriate. Its a clip from 10 things i hate about u. Here it is:
I hate it -- I hate the way you're always right;
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh;
even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you're not around
and the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you -- not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.
I hate the fact that you have money problems and that you take every little thing out on me - even if your not aware of it. I hate that you punish me for things you cant talk about. I hate that you hate me. I hate it all. I hate that you dont ask me how im ever feeling (ex school tomorrow ... im scared as hell). I hate that i worry every minute about spending time with you and how u will fit into my schedule etc. I hate that you never express how u feel. I hate that you like him so much when u complain 24/7 about him. Im tired of it all. I hate how u said you didnt want to go back there but u bring us back there all the time.
Im so frusterated....
For JR
current mood: JR! current music: hurt - christina aguilera
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Wednesday, April 5th, 2006
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11:09 pm - Wed
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well ya... met some new ppl at work. They seemed not so bad. The rest of the day was uneventful and i guess ill leave it at that.
current mood: uncomfortable current music: savin' me
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Tuesday, April 4th, 2006
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11:09 pm - none
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10:34 pm - ...
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Wednesday, February 22nd, 2006
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3:44 pm - MOOD
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I fogot my mood on the last thing so here it is
current mood: because of the music n kitty current music: shakira - hips dont lie
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3:39 pm - Three Days and ZZZZZZZ
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One midterm down One to Go!!!! Im so excited and nervous. I at least passed my finance one with a 62 percent. Not great but at least it gives me room to fail. Uhhh wow im quite boring today. On the Justin front he felt terrible about ditching me all weekend (cry) and has decided that sometime this upcoming break he will take me out to eat and a movie of my choice. Can't wait until tomorrow. Then it is all smooth sailing...
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